Stephanie Ann* (xlil_sasx) wrote,
Stephanie Ann*
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blahhhhhjh ♥

humph. we got our report carddsss yesterday ! n i did good too :)

blah, well yesterday i came home from school & bonded w. my mashaa then maggot came overr n we bonded some more then we went to her housee n went w. herr mashaa to her sister bres house n me n mag got ready there because bre n rob are outta town n baby fran was doin some things, lol. thenn we went back to mags n at like 11 we went n drank :) and i hateee BEER n she flippin got me hooked. i tell ya .. then i duno went home at like 5 haa woke up this morning n we watched the end of ladder 49 & of coarse its sad, so there were some tears, then mag jumped up and was like my mom is showin katie webb duke's video thang rob made for em, and so we ran downstairs n watched it n maggie just got real sad. so then we hadda take summin to april n it was a must she had to go see duke. so we went. and maggie showed me this note bre wrote duke, and its like "hey my bubby, i know your watchin us all and takin care of us but i just wanted to tell you that it's a girl. we're naming her Emaleigh Shane after you. & i wish you were here to help daddy turn her into a tomboy", & there was more but i just kinda sumed it up. but it took my breathe away n gave me chill bumps. it still don't seem real sometimes. but well i'll be goin to the cemetery tomorrow again. tomorrow is the 16 and it's the day my papaw passed away. 4 years ago. i remember it just like it was yesterday. i was at andreas house because it was her birthday the day before(which is today) and me amber n mag stayed w/ her n some other girl i duno her tho, and i called my sisterr at my papaws because my family was there, n i asked for mom n she said she went home to take a shower n i said well whats papaw doin, just layin there and she said sissy papaw passed away this morning. i kick myself in the ass everytime i think about it because everyone was there to tell him goodbye. grandkids and all. he had been sick for a lonngg time, like well not really a longgg time but like a month or so, and they knew it was coming but didnt know when and my mommy told him to rest, just take a deep breathe & he did. & yeah, it jus kinda sticks w. me. but i'm rambling about something noone wants to hearrrrrrr.

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ambie started work today. yay. mag wants to hang out tonight. so thats probably what ima do :) but ima go showerr soo peace out homiiee ♥




& i absolutely LOVE this songgg
"If It's Lovin' That You Want"

I want to let you know
That you don't have to go
Don't wonder no more
What I think about you

If it's loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it's loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it's loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
Cause, everything that you need, I got it right here baby, baby

Now it's obvious you need a friend to come hold you down
Be that one you share your everything when no one's around
Baby come tell me your secrets, and tell me all your dreams
'Cause I can see you need someone to trust
You can trust in me

Di di di di da da dey
So just call me whenever your lonely
Di di di di da da dey
I'll be your friend, I can be your homey

If it's loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it's loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it's loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
Cause, everything that you need, I got it right here baby, baby

It been so long I've had this feeling
That we could be
Everything we've ever wanted baby
Your fantasy
I won't push to hard or break your heart
'Cause my love's sincere
I'm not like any other girl you know
So let me erase your fears

Di di di di da da dey
So just call me whenever your lonely
Di di di di da da dey
I'll be your friend, I can be your homey

If it's loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it's loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it's loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
Cause, everything that you need, I got it right here baby, baby

If it's loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it's loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world (I got what you need so come share my world)
If it's loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
Cause, everything that you need, I got it right here baby, baby

Di di di di da da dey
So just call me whenever your lonely
Di di di di da da dey
I'll be your friend, I can be your homey

If it's loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it's loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it's loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
Cause, everything that you need, I got it right here baby, baby

I want to let you know
That you don't have to go
Don't wonder no more
What I think about you

What I think about you boy
I got what you need so come share my world oh

:)





RiP Dukie & Eric. I love & miss you both soo much. ride on boys ..
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